Here comes a part I would hate to write but oh well its not for a fan base and I doubt anyone would read it so I guess its for fun and maybe another realise but I don't know much about Asperger's affect a lot of people I have my own experience yes and I understand how some of it works yes but just assuming that my ways of thinking like this and what I would do in this situation is the same to others with it is no better than putting them in a box in fact it might be worse because at least I know a bit about it so to assume that everyone would do the same would be very big headed.
Along with all that comes what you appear like to others now most say that people with Asperger's can be spotted maybe yes and no everyone would have certain quarks so never assume that but to what we deliver to others seems to sometimes be on the wrong side of them. (I can not stress this bit enough this is all my own opinion and experience so this next bit is not to generalise anyone with it).
How I come across has always been loud and eccentric but also a word that's been thrown around my whole life literally I think since birth when I was born so was this word with me to always be there as a companion and a constant (that was weird back to topic) this word is annoying literally the word is "annoying" I have been and probably will always be "annoying" (now don't jump to your but everyone is annoying to someone or everyone has annoying parts about them speech). The word to describe me and the most used and easiest one to use for me is annoying. Now I don't know if its a gene or what but no matter what people what place what situation that's what I am.
So instead of changing a lot I tried using it thinking people would just go that's Dan and they did until recently I did not know that people viewed me as that word so now comes the dilemma of what to do. Do I finally give in, do I not and carry on, do I say forget it and be on y own while still being like this just leave the people (now you may be thinking that over dramatic and all that) you might be right welcome to my brain on situations like these.
So I guess all these are different and I will have to see what it next. but anyway this has been fun its taken a few hourd but hey if I ever write a book about Asperger's or my life with it I've already got some pages and lnow now I can type fast and flow well when its about me haha I'm such an vain person then but then to any readers mainly people who are bored and went onto blogger for a weird reason thank you for reading and have a nice day, night, holiday ,birthday, Easter, Halloween, April fools, valentine's day and Christmas (but if your reading this on Christmas WHY?) either way have a good one and be safe also remember people with or without Asperger's are not all the same ok.
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